I still cant believe i got the chance to get a hug from Amy. Its been over a month now, and everytime i look at pictures of her, im all like “Why cant i just meet this woman” but i have. Ive seen her, ive talked with her and she gave me a hug.
I didn’t want her to leave, so she told me “ill be back”. So here i am waiting.
And the fact that i got to spend 40 fucking minutes with Terry is fucking amazing.
I think the reason why i dont feel complete when i met them is because i didnt get the chance to thank them for everything they have done for me. Ive been a die-fucking-mental-ill-fan for 9 years now.
Sometimes i wish that i could just erase them, get them out of my head. Sometimes it can get too much to handle. I know this sounds fucking crazy, but this band is worth more than pure gold to me!
I dont know what i would do without them.
I should make a Wikipedia page with a name of a disease “Ev-Addiction”
cause sometimes, it causes serious emotional problems and my brain shuts down.
Ive used around 2500$ on evanescence promos, albums, vinyls etc.
And thats fucking crazy!
Am i really the only one that feels like this?
If not please tell me, so i for sure know that im not insane!
I forgot that i made a twitter account for this tumblr.
I never use it, but it updates with everything i do here so feel free to follow it it needed! :)
http://twitter.com/FaixaFiveEv
Added new picture for the header.
I hope it looks okay!
Feel free to reblog so we can promote this music video release for all the people at tumblr!
That’s so sweet of you! :)
Theres so much going on, so i barely have time to buy stuff or update but i try do to it when something is going on! (when i do something in my prvt tumblr i usually just reblog stuff from my iphone when i have time) But i never reblog on this tumblr, i only post my stuff! …Ill try to get better. Ive still got some music videos to upload! Thank you for appreciating my ev tumblr! <3
Ive been asking kindly to not remove the copyright but still people remove it. Im sick of it. So this is the last time i say this, and im going to write this in every video i upload.
Do not remove the copyright from the music videos.
I upload them and i credit to the right owner of the videos, so if you reblog, let the copyright stay or else i have no other choice than to take them all down. I dont want to get messages saying that i upload illegal stuff. (I know it is illegal, but its better to credit the owner and do everything i can to make the copyright stay.)
So dont remove it, or else you are ruining for everybody else who appreciates these music videos.
(I had HQ download links before, but i had to take them down because of copyright. So as i said, just PM me and ill send you a new link)




